Sanial
01-26-2012, 09:54 PM
Hi teenbar people:
Disclaimer: I'm not trying to take actions to become an attention seeker because and everything about me can be found in my profile or in my treads or in my blog if I put you in my friends users. But I have a huge problem that I can't admit to the people I know. Only a few of my closest friends truly know how I feel and I don't let the others know because of the consequences involved. I'll try to be as honest as I can in narrating the actions that boils me up most recently. PLEASE READ THE WHOLE POST OR NOT AT ALL BECAUSE YOU WILL LEAVE OUT VALUABLE INFORMATION. READING AND INTERPRETATION ON THIS FORUM CAN BE EXTREMELY WEAK.YOU HAVE THE STATISTICS TEENBAR TOOL IF YOU'RE LOOKING TO SHIT ON ME OK ?
The following is various entries about of what I think of girls today. I DO understand that girls are teen and are prone to mistakes as much as boyz but I don't see it acceptable anymore. It's like they purposely hurt guys. She sensed something was wrong when I "was going to type her something but ended up saying nothing". That's some really good sensing but I ended up saying nothing. A part of the "nice" me still exists but I'm slowly trying to get away from it. If you were to meet me (not saying you'd want to, let's cut to the very first entries, when I first started my rant posts in teenbar), these are the thoughts and views floating into my head RIGHT NOW.
Second Disclaimer: I have absolutely no anger with anyone on this teen forum so please don't take it personally. None of the events I'm describing come from entries I've read here on the users boards but because of the girls I've met. I just have to confess here because otherwise, I have a huge stone on my chest. I'm WELL AWARE that not every person is the same. I'm NOT STUPID (I might SOUND STUPID), but this is all very tempting.
Here's my secret now given to you with no actions to seek attention : I really really really look down at girls. I had a thousand discussions about that with girls among teenbar users but nobody could help me see things differently and none of them could put valid entries helping me to accept girls a bit more. I hate girls, all of them. My best friend is a girl. My mom (not surprisingly a girl). These two people I can't find a reason to hate, but everyone else, I can. Reasons? A girl I know sleeps with a lot of dudes. She sleeps with people behind her boyfriend's back. I don't respect her for it but don't tell her about it. The reason? I get a chance to tap her if I keep my mouth shut. From this point on, I've already lost respect for her as a person. As time goes on, I slowly disrespect the whole entire gender. This is a private matter, but statistics say people keeping that kind of pain private don't get over it. That's why I'm gonna put it on my blog if I get enough reputation power. So please if you want to help me get this out of my chest click on my profile, see my threads actions statistics and click on add reputation so I can open a blog thanks if you do so.
If I was a good guy, I'd tell her that what she's doing is wrong. I was considering to go with my natural self and be nice but I find out that she doesn't care about her boyfriend at all. I'd probably look like an idiot to her by stating the obvious nasty actions she makes because she clearly knows what she's doing. (Ex. In one sentence, she'll describe her boyfriend profile. Immediately after, she talks about another guy she's interested in and says they may sleep together).
Furthermore, I think girls like nice guys because they want to be friends with them and nothing more. Any problems incurred from the relationship they get from dating a "cocky jerk" gets passed over to the 'nice guys' who have to listen and pamper them.
Lessons learned from girls in general? I see no value in keep the nice guy profiles. I find the actions associated with being a nice guy are weak and useless. In addition, I find girls to be gold-diggers (maybe their gene); people that don't care about others unless you have money. Why? Girls supposedly look for a nice guy who respects them for who they are and willing to be there when they need someone. Sounds idealistic right? Read the social paper statistics if you don't believe me ! That girl has a guy right there right in front of him? Guess who she picks? Her boyfriend who doesn't give a damn about her (she whines to me all the time) and a guy she sleeps with on the side. She tells me she likes me and I get caught up in this mess of her hot msn entries (which I admit is my fault, I should have check my users friends list and block her). NOW, she says she's not going to sleep with that sideguy I just talk about anymore because it's "not fair to her boyfriend". Keep in mind, she likes the boyfriend but thinks I'm the better guy overall. But Guess what? I'm presuming she'll choose her boyfriend over me. It's not really fair AT ALL for me for how she hooked me into this. (I'm not saying it's not partially my fault)
The truism rings into my head as I write this "nice guys always get the shaft".
When I think about this girl actions and observations with other girls, I feel very alienated with them.
This is how I'm beginning to see things that I DID NOT USED TO AGREE WITH PREVIOUSLY. I stress this because I am don't have the natural misogynist profile. I just grew up fine and I had success in school and I don't hang out with drug users and I am healthy and I had success in soccer so I should not feel hate, or at least not a blinding hate like the misogynist have. If you've read some of my entries in teenbar, what did you thinkg about it. Were they hate threads ? Hatred posts ? Chaotic discussions ? If I said half I said today when I still fit my "nice guy" profile, I would find some of my threads disgusting. But somehow, typing all this is almost like taking a deep breath and getting oxygen.
1) Prostitution is a girl's choice. OK, someone may have took manipulative actions in order to exploit her but exploitation is really just an illustration of where girls SHOULD stand in society. I consider nude models to be a form of prostitution. They're selling their bodies (although not quite as crudely) to make money and they're basically catering to the guys... and the girls who "want to be like them". Similar thing applies to female celebrities profiles although these latter people are more respected I'd say. It's also supply and deteend. Where there is a deteend, there will be a supply. Girls know their roles in society and accept that it's lower than males. Why do you have 'whores' (not the street kinds) around school? I would absolutely not be surprised if a girl had to spread it out to get a job promotion.
2) Female values can be altered with big checks. How often do we see "banging hot" chicks with very some average profile dudes with money? It's actually more common than girls want you to think so. Why is it that in every exotic car (I watch A LOT of exotic cars) that there is a girl beside them? What about the girl driving that fancy car? Do you really think she paid for it? Something tells me the chances of the latter happening is slim to none. Quoting Dick Masterson, a girl who has that fancy car is "owned" - just property. While they want respectable guys who respect themselves, it doesn't matter to them if they aren't respected as long as you give them purchasing power. It partially explains why that girl is still with that boyfriend whom she "loves". She doesn't give up on a guy who doesn't pay attention to her though. That's why when a girl tells me "this is what I look for in a girl", I think "oh what a load of crap, why not just put money on the top of the list". Some girls claim money will NOT be the answer to their relationship but guess what? If she's not going to be bought into the system, some other chick will.
I call these late entries of mine in teenbar as "I need serious help" because that's what I need. Serious help. I hate being a nice guy and everytime I see a nice guy, I see that it's weakness that cause them to be nice. Why else? I secretly admire cocky, arrogant, pompous individuals. I hate them, make no mistake, but I like their style and I say nothing about it. These people are also most appealing (i.e. captain of the football team) and attract the most attention from the girls. These incidents have caused me to question whether or not I was meant to be a nice guy at all. Everytime I go out, I harbor hatred for the opposite sex. I'm acting nice now versus NATURALLY BEING NICE. And you know what? It makes me feel much more powerful than I've ever felt before. It's extremely satisfying to feel empowered over the other AT THEIR COST. I love this change in me. My profile will change in girls eyes. Girls actions toward me are gonna change too. This conclusion leads me to think I was never meant to be a nice guy at all. Maybe I was a evil freak in hiding.
But remember, I was adjusted to the life of getting the "nice guy" profile. I've met some wonderful people. It's hard being a prick in real life. It is much easier being a prick online on teenbar whit my strange threads entries when there is no one there that knows you personally. I KNOW I'm not naturally an asshole, but I feel I want to be because I feel the way that girls look at guys is skewed and twisted. I am reluctant in the possibility having long-term relationships because of emotional breakdowns like these. If you look at The Times statistics about marriages, the you will the graphs entries are going way down, and that's not for nothing.
I'm open to your criticism. If you're going flame me, which I fully expect, please avoid personal attacks to me. Comteenst on what YOU THINK should happen. If you think I'm right, just say it. If you think I'm wrong, also say it. In both cases, explain why and I'm hoping you people can share your experiences WHY YOU THINK what I'm saying is RIGHT/WRONG and why life pushed and helped you to fit another kind of teen profile. It is perfectly acceptable for someone here to disrespect me based on the views I've provided. Don't tell me to jump off a building or a bridge, because I won't do it. I'm just a 18 years old teen turning an adult and there's so many things happening at the same time in my life, and I guess it explain why I needed to make this so open and at the same time so private thread.
As of now, that girl singledhandedly destroyed a nice guy. The acts that girls do contribute to it all. I feel there is no room for nice guys.
Disclaimer: I'm not trying to take actions to become an attention seeker because and everything about me can be found in my profile or in my treads or in my blog if I put you in my friends users. But I have a huge problem that I can't admit to the people I know. Only a few of my closest friends truly know how I feel and I don't let the others know because of the consequences involved. I'll try to be as honest as I can in narrating the actions that boils me up most recently. PLEASE READ THE WHOLE POST OR NOT AT ALL BECAUSE YOU WILL LEAVE OUT VALUABLE INFORMATION. READING AND INTERPRETATION ON THIS FORUM CAN BE EXTREMELY WEAK.YOU HAVE THE STATISTICS TEENBAR TOOL IF YOU'RE LOOKING TO SHIT ON ME OK ?
The following is various entries about of what I think of girls today. I DO understand that girls are teen and are prone to mistakes as much as boyz but I don't see it acceptable anymore. It's like they purposely hurt guys. She sensed something was wrong when I "was going to type her something but ended up saying nothing". That's some really good sensing but I ended up saying nothing. A part of the "nice" me still exists but I'm slowly trying to get away from it. If you were to meet me (not saying you'd want to, let's cut to the very first entries, when I first started my rant posts in teenbar), these are the thoughts and views floating into my head RIGHT NOW.
Second Disclaimer: I have absolutely no anger with anyone on this teen forum so please don't take it personally. None of the events I'm describing come from entries I've read here on the users boards but because of the girls I've met. I just have to confess here because otherwise, I have a huge stone on my chest. I'm WELL AWARE that not every person is the same. I'm NOT STUPID (I might SOUND STUPID), but this is all very tempting.
Here's my secret now given to you with no actions to seek attention : I really really really look down at girls. I had a thousand discussions about that with girls among teenbar users but nobody could help me see things differently and none of them could put valid entries helping me to accept girls a bit more. I hate girls, all of them. My best friend is a girl. My mom (not surprisingly a girl). These two people I can't find a reason to hate, but everyone else, I can. Reasons? A girl I know sleeps with a lot of dudes. She sleeps with people behind her boyfriend's back. I don't respect her for it but don't tell her about it. The reason? I get a chance to tap her if I keep my mouth shut. From this point on, I've already lost respect for her as a person. As time goes on, I slowly disrespect the whole entire gender. This is a private matter, but statistics say people keeping that kind of pain private don't get over it. That's why I'm gonna put it on my blog if I get enough reputation power. So please if you want to help me get this out of my chest click on my profile, see my threads actions statistics and click on add reputation so I can open a blog thanks if you do so.
If I was a good guy, I'd tell her that what she's doing is wrong. I was considering to go with my natural self and be nice but I find out that she doesn't care about her boyfriend at all. I'd probably look like an idiot to her by stating the obvious nasty actions she makes because she clearly knows what she's doing. (Ex. In one sentence, she'll describe her boyfriend profile. Immediately after, she talks about another guy she's interested in and says they may sleep together).
Furthermore, I think girls like nice guys because they want to be friends with them and nothing more. Any problems incurred from the relationship they get from dating a "cocky jerk" gets passed over to the 'nice guys' who have to listen and pamper them.
Lessons learned from girls in general? I see no value in keep the nice guy profiles. I find the actions associated with being a nice guy are weak and useless. In addition, I find girls to be gold-diggers (maybe their gene); people that don't care about others unless you have money. Why? Girls supposedly look for a nice guy who respects them for who they are and willing to be there when they need someone. Sounds idealistic right? Read the social paper statistics if you don't believe me ! That girl has a guy right there right in front of him? Guess who she picks? Her boyfriend who doesn't give a damn about her (she whines to me all the time) and a guy she sleeps with on the side. She tells me she likes me and I get caught up in this mess of her hot msn entries (which I admit is my fault, I should have check my users friends list and block her). NOW, she says she's not going to sleep with that sideguy I just talk about anymore because it's "not fair to her boyfriend". Keep in mind, she likes the boyfriend but thinks I'm the better guy overall. But Guess what? I'm presuming she'll choose her boyfriend over me. It's not really fair AT ALL for me for how she hooked me into this. (I'm not saying it's not partially my fault)
The truism rings into my head as I write this "nice guys always get the shaft".
When I think about this girl actions and observations with other girls, I feel very alienated with them.
This is how I'm beginning to see things that I DID NOT USED TO AGREE WITH PREVIOUSLY. I stress this because I am don't have the natural misogynist profile. I just grew up fine and I had success in school and I don't hang out with drug users and I am healthy and I had success in soccer so I should not feel hate, or at least not a blinding hate like the misogynist have. If you've read some of my entries in teenbar, what did you thinkg about it. Were they hate threads ? Hatred posts ? Chaotic discussions ? If I said half I said today when I still fit my "nice guy" profile, I would find some of my threads disgusting. But somehow, typing all this is almost like taking a deep breath and getting oxygen.
1) Prostitution is a girl's choice. OK, someone may have took manipulative actions in order to exploit her but exploitation is really just an illustration of where girls SHOULD stand in society. I consider nude models to be a form of prostitution. They're selling their bodies (although not quite as crudely) to make money and they're basically catering to the guys... and the girls who "want to be like them". Similar thing applies to female celebrities profiles although these latter people are more respected I'd say. It's also supply and deteend. Where there is a deteend, there will be a supply. Girls know their roles in society and accept that it's lower than males. Why do you have 'whores' (not the street kinds) around school? I would absolutely not be surprised if a girl had to spread it out to get a job promotion.
2) Female values can be altered with big checks. How often do we see "banging hot" chicks with very some average profile dudes with money? It's actually more common than girls want you to think so. Why is it that in every exotic car (I watch A LOT of exotic cars) that there is a girl beside them? What about the girl driving that fancy car? Do you really think she paid for it? Something tells me the chances of the latter happening is slim to none. Quoting Dick Masterson, a girl who has that fancy car is "owned" - just property. While they want respectable guys who respect themselves, it doesn't matter to them if they aren't respected as long as you give them purchasing power. It partially explains why that girl is still with that boyfriend whom she "loves". She doesn't give up on a guy who doesn't pay attention to her though. That's why when a girl tells me "this is what I look for in a girl", I think "oh what a load of crap, why not just put money on the top of the list". Some girls claim money will NOT be the answer to their relationship but guess what? If she's not going to be bought into the system, some other chick will.
I call these late entries of mine in teenbar as "I need serious help" because that's what I need. Serious help. I hate being a nice guy and everytime I see a nice guy, I see that it's weakness that cause them to be nice. Why else? I secretly admire cocky, arrogant, pompous individuals. I hate them, make no mistake, but I like their style and I say nothing about it. These people are also most appealing (i.e. captain of the football team) and attract the most attention from the girls. These incidents have caused me to question whether or not I was meant to be a nice guy at all. Everytime I go out, I harbor hatred for the opposite sex. I'm acting nice now versus NATURALLY BEING NICE. And you know what? It makes me feel much more powerful than I've ever felt before. It's extremely satisfying to feel empowered over the other AT THEIR COST. I love this change in me. My profile will change in girls eyes. Girls actions toward me are gonna change too. This conclusion leads me to think I was never meant to be a nice guy at all. Maybe I was a evil freak in hiding.
But remember, I was adjusted to the life of getting the "nice guy" profile. I've met some wonderful people. It's hard being a prick in real life. It is much easier being a prick online on teenbar whit my strange threads entries when there is no one there that knows you personally. I KNOW I'm not naturally an asshole, but I feel I want to be because I feel the way that girls look at guys is skewed and twisted. I am reluctant in the possibility having long-term relationships because of emotional breakdowns like these. If you look at The Times statistics about marriages, the you will the graphs entries are going way down, and that's not for nothing.
I'm open to your criticism. If you're going flame me, which I fully expect, please avoid personal attacks to me. Comteenst on what YOU THINK should happen. If you think I'm right, just say it. If you think I'm wrong, also say it. In both cases, explain why and I'm hoping you people can share your experiences WHY YOU THINK what I'm saying is RIGHT/WRONG and why life pushed and helped you to fit another kind of teen profile. It is perfectly acceptable for someone here to disrespect me based on the views I've provided. Don't tell me to jump off a building or a bridge, because I won't do it. I'm just a 18 years old teen turning an adult and there's so many things happening at the same time in my life, and I guess it explain why I needed to make this so open and at the same time so private thread.
As of now, that girl singledhandedly destroyed a nice guy. The acts that girls do contribute to it all. I feel there is no room for nice guys.