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I'm not sure if this is the right place to put this or not, or if I'm meant to introduce myself first or what I'm meant to do, but I just had to get a rape experience off my chest.

When I was 16, my parents were divorced and my older sister had moved away. I'd always had a crush on her, she looked strikingly similar to how our mother looked in pictures from when she was young. An athletic kind of gal, with a naturally curvaceous build and gorgeous face. Browny blonde hair. As I entered puberty I started having thoughts about her, she became my main fantasy and I began to seriously hate myself for the thoughts I had about her. It descended into me taking her underwear while she was out of the house, but I was careful and nobody ever knew how I felt. It was all kept inside my head.

I was 14 when I knew I had to change. I'd gone into the laundry basket and taken a pair of her panties. They were lacy and kinky and smelt and I was turned on. I masturbated with them on my face and put them back in my sister's panty draw instead of back in the laundry. It was out of habit. Later that day, when they were in the house I was in my room with the door open. Mother was coming out of the bathroom when I heard sister call to her that she'd found "these" in her draw. I heard mother say they must have gone in her pile by mistake. I walked out of my room, as if I needed the toilet to see what they were talking about, and mother was taking the panties I'd put into sister's draw back into her own room. I was horrified. I'd accidentally taken my mother's panties, and they'd turned me on. It was after this point that I decided to ignore my feelings for my sister as much as possible, because they were turning me into someone bad.

Fast forward a little over two years and sister's moved out, which was a relief for me.

My mother was a pretty typical woman. The toned body of her youth having softened over time, with two births and approaching her forties, she now had more of a motherly build. A very full, womanly lower body. She never got fat around the stomach but her hips got wider and her thighs got thicker. That seemed to be a trend in the women of the family. I've always been more typical of the males of the family. Quiet tall and wiry, low body fat.

I was in bed and it was about midnight when mother came home. I wasn't sure if she'd been out with friends or on a date. I heard her go past my room and into the bathroom and the shower turn on for a bit, then go off. Then her footsteps go past my room towards hers, then stop and come back. It was pitch black and my door opened and shut. I looked towards the door but couldn't see anything. She turned on the light for about two seconds and I saw a snapshot of her, naked, standing at the end of my bed. Nothing hidden. A little bit of makeup still left on after the shower, smudged. My eyes had at first been drawn to her body, then we made eye contact and she turned out the light. That's the last thing I saw.

She pulled the cover off me and climbed onto the bed. I tried to say what are you doing but then her hand was over my mouth. I was on my back and she'd crawled on top of me. I could feel her bare thighs and butt rest on my torso, pinning me to the bed. I squirmed and tried to shout but her hand was keeping my mouth shut. She removed the pillows from under my head and really pushed my head into the matress. I kicked with my legs but it was futile. Her thighs were as wide as my torso and I wasn't strong enough to move her. I grabbed the wrist of the hand that was covering my mouth and tried to move it but I was too weak. I remember feeling like I hated myself for being so skinny and weak. And not knowing what was happening. Seeing your mother naked feels wrong in the first place, then feeling her body is so alien it's beyond description.

With my head planted to the mattress, I felt her move her legs forward, until her knees were over my shoulders and on each side of my face. Her weight on my shoulders was painful. She brought her knees together and held my head in place with them. As soon as her hand moved I tried to scream, tearful now and move but she moved forwards again and my face was engulfed in her thighs. She moved over me more and pulled my hair so my head went up slightly. Her thick legs still contained much of the muscle of her youth it seemed, because I felt helpless as my head was devoured between them. Then I felt it, I felt hair, a bush brush against my face and that unique smell filled my nostrils. Then the wet feeling, as her vagina came to rest upon my face. I could feel her hairs in my mouth and then my nose entered her and she began resting her full weight over my face. Her vagina felt like it was smothering me, and I felt wet and sticky and terrified. She moved over me and I could hear her grunting and she used my face. I was sure I'd suffocate under and I did pass out briefly. I came too to the thankfully darkened sight of her lifting off of me, strands of wetness still connecting us, a hair in my mouth. I was shaking and too traumatized to move. I thought it was over.

Then she took my head in her arms and held me into her breasts. She rolled onto her back so I was laying on top of her. My mind was a mess, I remember noticing how soft her body felt, and the warmth of her ample breasts. I could feel myself becoming erect. I remembered accidentally taking her panties and how much I'd hated myself for it then, but I hated myself a million more times now but I couldn't help it. My mother was taking me and I couldn't stop her. She was too strong and I was still semi conscious. I became desperate as I felt a thigh on either side of me. I bucked and wriggled and kicked with my lower body, as my head was being held effortlessly into her chest. She moved her legs together so my scrawny torso and hips were being cradled between them. She wrapped those legs around me and adjusted her hips until my penis went into her vagina. I struggled as hard as I could, I tried to punch her with my one free arm but I couldn't do anything. At one end her arms were holding me, at the other legs were keeping me still. I struggled in vain but quickly became too weak, then her thigh muscles began slowly pulsing. Tensing and relaxing. She was manipulating my movement, while moving her own hips. She was pushing me in and out of her. I was so helpless I wept into her breasts as I was thrust against my will. I gave up the struggle and closed my eyes tightly as her thighs started squeezing tighter and faster. Eventually they were squeezing so hard I was winded each time. Battered from both sides until my mother was satisfied, when they came together one last time and squeezed me as deep as possible for about ten seconds, forcing every inch of air from me and I saw stars.

She hadn't even been holding my head by the end. I'd just been laying on her as she used me over and over until she was satisfied. I'd never had sex before. She didn't let me go after she was satisfied. She held me to her, cradled me, until morning. I didn't know what to do so I just lay there all night in her solid embrace.

I think maybe this was a punishment for my feelings. Like karma. ]]> Teen Sexual Abuse And Rape Forum JustGuy http://www.teenbar.net/showthread.php?1572-My-Experience Teen girl rape http://www.teenbar.net/showthread.php?1570-Teen-girl-rape&goto=newpost Fri, 17 May 2013 10:58:10 GMT Teen girl rape link download: http://rapebb.com/teenager-girl-rape/
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